I look through eyes clouded with tears
I look through eyes clouded with tears
But no one knows
I wake screaming but there's no one left to hear
I am alone again
I remember times gone by
When people didn't care but at least they knew
A safe time to cry
But not now I am alone again
This life is cold and dark
No sign of the sun
The freedom death can bring I have been denied
The burden of a guilty life is carried on my shoulder
I look back on my life and see some faint glimmers of light, of hope, of love
But all are soon extinguished
I pick up the knife and remember
Remember that I am alone again
Death has denied me before, I live on
But no more
I die now as I have been before
On my own with eyes clouded with tears
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Words
Words, insignificant little things
That's what we think, they are not
Words can wound, words can kill words can destroy
Words can make all the difference
words can cut harder than a thousand knifes
Words can make the difference between happy and sad
Kind words can make the day seem brighter
Caring words can lift the soul
Friendly words can warm the hears
Words can burn much hotter than the fiercest fire
Words can split people apart or bring them back together
Words can stop the hurting or make it worse
Words can build bridges or break them down
Watch your words for they are powerful
Use them wisely for once spoken they can never be taken back
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The dark
The dark became yet darker today
I thought I wanted it to take me away
But I was wrong so wrong and now I see
I see that running away for that that kills is not the was
I need to stand to fight to live
To live and fight another day
For in fighting I win and the dark pales
Pain
Without the pain I cannot be
Without the pain I am not me
Think and feel I can no more
Nothing seems real anymore
All I am and was to become
Do not matter for I am gone
Lost and alone in a world I cannot understand
Will I fail? will I die?
Will I ever find the key?
The key to no longer need the hurt
Nothing can ever come of this life
Its wasted, ruined, destroyed in the living
This fight I can no longer win
For I have become a stranger trapped in a foreign land
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Today
Today it ends, today it starts
The death of the old, the birth of the new
What is it for? I do not know
Because it's so much more than I can bear.
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